50 things about me :)

 

 

1. Are looks important in a relationship? 

- Obviously! 

2. Are relationships ever worth it? 

- Yeah!

3. Are you a virgin? 

- Should I answer it?

4. Are you in a relationship? 

- Yeah!

5. Are you in love? 

- For sure

6. Are you single this year? 

- How about you first?

7. Can you commit to one person? 

- Sure!

8. Describe your crush 

- A kindhearted one!

9. Describe your perfect mate 

- Not demanding

10. Do you believe in love at first sight? 

- NO!

11. Do you ever want to get married? 

- Let me think it, hmmm -_-

12. Do you forgive betrayal? 

- NO!

13. Do you get jealous easily? 

- Depends

14. Do you have a crush on anyone? 

- Yeah!

15. Do you have any piercings? 

- None!

16. Do you have any tattoos? 

- NONE!!!

17. Do you like kissing in public? 

- Why should I ?

20. Do you shower every day? 

- OF COURSE, LMFAO!!

21. Do you think someone has feelings for you? 

-  I have no idea

22. Do you think someone is thinking about you right now? 

- Yeah!

23. Do you think you can last in a relationship for 6 months and not cheat? 

- I don't think so!

24. Do you think you’ll be married in 5 years? 

- Let's just see!

25. Do you want to be in a relationship this year? 

- Maybe?

26. Has anyone told you they don’t want to ever lose you? 

- Yeah

27. Has someone ever written a song or poem for you? 

- Yes!

28. Have you ever been cheated on? 

- Yeah LMFAO!

29. Have you ever cheated on someone? 

- Yeah!

30. Have you ever considered plastic surgery? If so, what would you change about your body? 

- NEVER!!!

31. Have you ever cried over a guy/girl? 

- EVER!

32. Have you ever experienced unrequited love? 

- NEVER!!!!!

33. Have you ever had sex with a man? 

- NEVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

34. Have you ever had sex with a woman? 

- Why do you wanna know?

35. Have you ever kissed someone older than you? 

- YES!

36. Have you ever liked one of your best friends? 

- YEAH!

37. Have you ever liked someone who your friends hated? 

- NOPE!

38. Have you ever liked someone you didn’t expect to? 

- YEAH!

39. Have you ever wanted someone you couldn’t have? 

- YEAH!!

40. Have you ever written a song or poem for someone? 

- HELL YEAH!!!!!!

41. Have you had sex so far this year? 

- HELL YEAH!!!

42. How long can you just kiss until your hands start to wander? 

- I have no idea :|

43. How long was your longest relationship? 

- Forgot -_-

44. How many boyfriends/girlfriends have you had? 

- Let me count it first.

45. How many people did you kiss in 2013? 

- Forgot

46. How many times did you have sex last year? 

- LMFAO! :|

47. How old are you? 

- Twenty something years old.

48. If the person you like says they like someone else, what would you say? 

- Love yourself first!

49. If you have a boyfriend/girlfriend, what is your favorite thing about him/her? 

-  TOO MUCH!

50. What’s your opinion on age differences in relationships? 

- It's OKAY!!

Mirrors part.2

 “Mirrors is a love song to someone that you feel like is your other half. It became a play on that; not specifically about looking into a mirror. I think one of the most valuable things in a relationship is being able to constantly change and be individual. Look to the other side of that relationship, that person you’re with, and know that they’re changing as well individually, but somehow you two can mirror each other and be the other half of that world that you both create. So that’s where the idea for the song came from. I’ve heard a little bit from people around that it could be a good wedding song. I find it interesting that in wedding vows, you say ‘I do’ when I feel like what you should say is ‘I will’ because I think a relationship, when it’s working, is evolving because we as individuals evolve and we want to know that that person you’re with is evolving with you. People change like the seasons – we’re always growing, we’re always evolving – and to know that the other half of that special part of your life is mirroring you, but also being an individual in their own way – that’s the balance and what really the song is about. There’s a line in the second verse: ‘I can’t ever change without you.’ If you take it at face value maybe it doesn’t make sense, but more or less what it means is, knowing that you can change and that that is looked at by the other person you’re with as a blessing. That’s where the idea for the song came from.”
- Justin Timberlake on the meaning of Mirrors 

Justin Timberlake Celebrates Grandparents’ Love Story In ‘Mirrors’ Video

Justin Timberlake just released his long-awaited third album, The 20/20 Experience, and to celebrate, he has premiered an epic, eight-minute music video that celebrates the epic, decades-spanning love story of his beloved maternal grandparents, William and Sadie Bomar.
JT’s touching, tear-jerking “Mirrors” video, directed by Floria Sigismondi, begins with a sad-eyed, silver-haired actress boxing up a man’s belongings while he stands behind her, ghostlike; the implication is her husband has passed away. The real-life William, who inspired the name of Justin’s clothing line William Rast, died on December 29 last year, after a long battle with heart trouble and dementia. His health problems prevented the couple from traveling to Italy to attend their grandson’s wedding to Jessica Biel last October; the groom, however, had slices of wedding cake flown 5,000 miles to their home in Tennessee. A later scene in the “Mirrors” video, when the fictional Sadie’s wedding ring falls off and her grandson deftly catches it, hints at Justin’s intention to carry on the Bomars’ legacy and hopefully enjoy a union with his new bride that’s as loving and successful as the one his grandparents shared for 63 years.

Justin with the real-life Bill and Sadie in 2007 [photo: L. Busacca/WireImage]But before that moment, the “Mirrors” video hops from sweet scenes of the actors portraying the elderly couple merrily dancing in their bedroom, to flashbacks of their carefree bobby-socks courtship in the 1950s and a rough marital patch in the ’60s, to lump-throated scenes of the widowed Sadie living with her husband’s ghost and still mirroring his moves. It’s an extremely haunting clip that warrants multiple viewings—preferably with a box of extra-ply tissues at the ready. Justin himself doesn’t even appear in the video until the 5:45 mark, when the song segues into its coda, but that’s just fine—Bill and Sadie Bomar are the real stars of “Mirrors.” We have a feeling Justin will be paying tribute to his grandparents again at this year’s MTV Video Music Awards, when he thanks them in his acceptance speeches—because this stunning mini-movie is sure to win a few Moonmen.

Here is the music video, check it out!

Falling Apart

"In the recent past"
I really don't know from where should I start this story,
I feel so blank these days and I just can't figure everything out, alright it's the reality of my life!
Everything is so gloomy and I feel like the rain of trials seem never stop in my life!
In the night i feel so lonely and the days are so flat and  bland.
Most of all I am so afraid of my study, I think I didn't really focus on it yet and I am so regret. oh please!

"No one can help"
I feel like stupid person in this whole world, I have many friends but no one of them can really solve my problem, the ones who loves me keeps supporting me whatever it would be and the haters keeps judging me as the want but it's absofuckinglutely okay!!
they just mess everything up and throw me in dangerous situation, I really need to stay away from hypocrite people

"Tired of this shit curcumstance"
I feel really bored to always be together with the people how has two faces and personality, in front of me they talk so nice as sugar but in the other side they try to bring me down.
I'm so sick and tired of this shit circumstance!!!
Can somebody take me out of here ASAP?!!

 "I don't need you!"
I really don't need the type of people like that, you guys just get outta here, go to hell! fuck you!
I've promised won't  let you steal my parade!
If you dare enough to do it, you'll be sorry in the end! I do swear!! 

 "I was wrong"
I admit I did mistakes every time but please it's my life!! I need no body to judge me!
If I did it I will learn to be a good one from it too so JUST SHUT THE FUCK UP!!!

"YOU ARE NOTHING"
Just because you are good enough for me doesn't mean that you can do everything you want to me! hell you WHO THE FUCK ARE YOU?!!
I am not a good counter of the type personality!
If you are good to me for sure I'll show you how good I am too not because of your help but this is supposed to be like that!! 

"FALLING APART"
 It's all gone! UNTRUSTWORTHY and THANK YOU for showing me the truth.
You run and tell your friends that you leaving me? but it's alright!
You wait for couple of month and you will see, YOU'LL NEVER FIND NOBODY BETTER THAN ME!!!!

Buzzkill

 The first time I listened this song I was instantly in love with it so deep, I am a fan of Luke Bryan and I have collected his song since last year, I really like Country music either. so you guys gotta listen this song! Awesome!

You're like a screen flashing insufficient funds.
Cops knocking when the party's just begun.
You're a big rain cloud parked over my boat.
You're a cell phone splashing in my coffee cup.
A fumble on the one when my team was going up.
You're like brakes on my brain and all I know...

You're a buzzkill every time you come around.
Those beers might as well have been poured out.
Why are you still showing up and bringing me down?
Why do I keep letting you get to me
And mess up what that's not what's gonna be?
You walk right by crashing my high like I know you will
You little buzzkill. Baby, you're a buzzkill.

I used to do everything I could do to do nice things.
No matter what I did or didn't do it didn't change.
Everybody knows you ended us.
So, while you're showing up here on my side of the tracks
Slipping in this barn just to check out where I'm at.
I was a six pack in. Now I'm sober as a judge.

Cause you're a buzzkill every time you come around.
Those beers might as well have been poured out.
Why are you still showing up and bringing me down?
Why do I keep letting you get to me
And mess up what that's not what's gonna be?
You walk right by crashing my high like I know you will
You little buzzkill.

Cause if it didn't hurt enough now I got to see you flirt
Nailed to the stool, watching you work.
Don't you give a damn about how I feel
You little brown haired, blue eyed, beautiful buzzkill
Yea, yea, yea. You're such buzzkill.

Yea, you're a buzzkill every time you come around.
Those beers might as well have been poured out.
Why are you still showing up and bringing me down?
Why do I keep letting you get to me
And mess up what that's not what's gonna be?
You walk right by crashing my high like I know you will
You little buzzkill. You little buzzkill.

An Epic Event

Yogyakarta March 5, 2013

There was an epic event in Literature Faculty of Technology University of Yogyakarta or generally known as FIB UTY. The event was created by KOMPAK community of UTY literature students which is stand for (Komedi Puisi Akustik) and it was a debut event of KOMPAK community itself.
Frankly, it was not only one of many event that presented but there were many cases that made it tremendously remarkable.
Literature students of UTY were so creative and emotive, their work was so fantastic, they were presenting stand up comedy, acoustic singing competition, battle poetry and in the end they presented traditional dance from Papua which was the most unique that ever presented.
The event was not only participated by literature students but also was taken a part by many literature lecturers and it was proved that the event was so fabulous.
Students were watching it enthusiastically and best response was also enunciated from that event.
The comedian were cranking the audiences up by their performance and it was making the atmosphere became much noisy and excited.
Right after the comedians were ended it was changed by battle poetry competition and it was so great because the audiences was freshened by soulful words and meaningful poetry from the poetry readers.
And afterward, the acoustic bands were presenting their song and it made the situation became blue, the audiences were blown away by their performance.
One thing that made it so special because KOMPAK community tried to bring something new by presenting traditional dance from Papua, it named Sajojo Dance. Sajojo dance itself was a popular dance in Papua and it was believed as a special dance from people who are living in the east of Indonesia or commonly known as Papua island.
The dance was originally from the culture of Papua and it was so meaningful in particularly for traditional ceremony in the night when the full moon.
The dance not only presented by the native which is study in UTY but also from outsider, it was performed by 6 students divided by 3 male and 3 female students.
The aiming of that event was for trying to keep the culture and unify the diversity for not only student but for all people in Indonesia, and reviving the spirit of tolerance as human being in life among the religion differences, culture differences, social differences and many more.
This was hopefully for students to show their ability in the right path.



 Written by Oldry Ronald

Gray Afternoon

Sore itu terasa berbeda
Tetesan hujan turun tak terhitung
Rokok dan kopi hitam menemani
Lantunan suara lembut musik jazz bersahaja

Ku duduk dalam kehampaan tak terbaca
Pikiranku melayang-layang
Namun ragaku hanya terdiam dan membisu
Semakin kuresapi setiap alunan nada-nada indah itu

Selalu terlintas dalam benak ku
Ada sedikit keraguan dan ketidakpastian
Semakin kuat ku memberontak
Hanya jalan buntut yang ku temui

Acapkali ku terperangkap seperti begini
Tak pernah ada yang bisa menolong
Dimanakah surga yang kau janjikan?
Kemana harus ku labuhkan semua rindu ini?

Lalu untuk apa ku berperang
Melawan semua yang tak mungkin ku menangkan
Untuk diapa ku menangkan semua ini?
Bila hanya berakhir tanpa balas

Tak seharusnya ku alami semua ini
Rasanya begitu tak adil
Lantas apa yang harus ku lakukan?
Haruskan ku berlari dalam rinai hujan?

Aku bukan lah pria pecundang
Yang selalu lari dari kenyataan
Memang begitu pahit bagi ku
Tapi akan ku tuntaskan semua ini

Pada malam yang tak berbintang
Hanya ada satu janji suci
Yang tak pernah lekang oleh waktu
Akan ku buat kau tunduk padaku

Kalah rasa dilema menghantui
Dan ketidak pastian selalu mengejar
Akan ku taklukan semua tuduhan mu
Aku pria yang kuat dan penuh semangat

Dan bila matahari terbit lagi
Akan ku tunggu kau di alam terbuka
Bila suara burung bernyayi bergantian
Itulah bukti akan kemenanganku.


- 3th March, 2013
Oldry Ronald

It's A Beautiful Day

I don’t know why
You think that you could hold me
When you can’t get by by yourself
And I don’t know who
Would ever want to tear the seam of someone’s dream
Baby, it’s fine, you said that we should just be friends
While I came up with that line and I’m sure
That it’s for the best
If you ever change your mind, don’t hold your breath

‘Cause you may not believe
That baby, I’m relieved
When you said goodbye, my whole world shines

Hey hey hey
It’s a beautiful day and I can’t stop myself from smiling
If I’m drinking, then I’m buying
And I know there’s no denying
It’s a beautiful day, the sun is up, the music’s playing
And even if it started raining
You won’t hear this boy complaining
‘Cause I’m glad that you’re the one that got away
It’s a beautiful day

It’s my turn to fly, so girls, get in line
‘Cause I’m easy, no playing this guy like a fool
Now I’m alright
Might’ve had me caged before, but not tonight

And you may not believe
That baby, I’m relieved
This fire inside, it burns too bright
I don’t want to say “so long,” I just want to say “goodbye”

It’s a beautiful day and I can’t stop myself from smiling
If I’m drinking, then I’m buying
And I know there’s no denying
It’s a beautiful day, the sun is up, the music’s playing
And even if it started raining
You won’t hear this boy complaining
‘Cause I’m glad that you’re the one who got away

‘Cause if you ever think I’ll take up
My time with thinking of our break-up
Then, you’ve got another thing coming your way
‘Cause it’s a beautiful day
Beautiful day
Oh, baby, any day that you’re gone away
It’s a beautiful day

Sentience

Whenever i meet you
I remember my very first date with you

Same excitement
Same thrill
Same feelings
Everything seems fresh

Same intensity of love
Same desire to see you
Same eagerness to peep into your gorgeous eyes

Same wish to get your delicate
touch on me
Same way to clutch your hands
while kissing you

Same efforts to call you up early in the morning
to meet you no matters if it affects my sleep
Same you
Same me
Same our love is


1st March 2013
Oldry Ronald