Jumat, 29 Juni 2012

The End Of The Month

Hey everyone! It's so great to write a short and special story here again, I am myself is magnificent as always and Thanks GOD finally I am at the end of the month, I said today is so special because this is my BIRTHDAY!! hahah :))
I have lots of dreams but it's impossible to write down it all here, I just hope the best everlasting for my future. I know GOD will do the best for me, He never leave me alone, anytime I need a help, He was there and always will. Somebody, I mean my friend, from miles apart was greeting me, he is the first person beside my mommy who greets me, I am so happy!!
I just wanna say thank you so much for my true friends, whatever my problem with you was, you never leave me and you teach me how to be a good man like what I am now, and to those who hate me so much, thank you, I love you even more you ever think!!
GOD, I never felt this way before, I am happier than I used to be! thank you for YOUR HOLY SPIRIT and LORD JESUS as my savior :)

Thank you friend [JOVRIEN DARIMBANG] I love this picture so much!!

Selasa, 26 Juni 2012

Back on the Ground

Hello everyone, I am back again!!
Thank GOD I am safe and sound, my life is great as always. I was lately listening to this country song from one of my favorite country artist and it makes me cry, I don't know why but Scotty was singing so gently and tenderly, I could feel how deep this song was and I would like to post it on my blog


Scotty McCreery - Back on the Ground

I dropped by to check on mama, for a minute,
I could hear her humming a tune through the screen door in the kitchen
She was puttin' the final touches on a homemade pecan pie
And just like always I was, right on time

A little game of guess-who and I got a hug and "how's my baby"
I said, "You know me mama I've been hittin' it hard, runnin' like crazy
But I don't wanna bore you with that same old nothing's-new,
I'd rather just pull up this chair and get caught up on you"

Ain't it funny how it all comes back around,
I remember when I couldn't wait to get out of her hair and ditch this town.
I was restless a time to move on,
Now it's any reason to go back home,
That's what's it all about,
Yeah, I'm just slowin' down,
To get my feet back on the ground.

That minute turned into an hour before I knew it
And I got my fill on pie and how's everybody doing
I used to look through every reason in the world to hit that door
And she said, "You want another cup of coffee?"
I said, "Yeah, I'll take one more"

Ain't it funny how it all comes back around,
I remember when I couldn't wait to get out of her hair and ditch this town.
I was restless and time to move on,
Now it's any reason to go back home,
That's what's it all about,
Yeah, I'm just slowin' down,
To get my feet back on the ground.

And now, I can't go too many days without
Checkin' in, just touchin' base, and just slowin' down
Back on the ground.
I dropped by to check on mama, for a minute...

Selasa, 19 Juni 2012

Try Sleeping With A Broken Heart




Even if you were a million miles away
I could still feel you in my bed
Near me, touch me, feel me
And even at the bottom of the sea
I could still hear inside my head
Tellin' me, touch me, feel me

And all the time you were tellin' me lies

So tonight, I'm gonna find a way to make it without you
Tonight I'm gonna find a way to make it without you
I'm gonna hold on to the times that we had tonight
I'm gonna find a way to make it without you

Have you ever tried sleeping with a broken heart?
Well, you could try sleeping in my bed

Lonely, on me nobody ever shut it down like you
You want a crown
You made my body feel heaven bound
Why don't you hold me
Near me, I thought you told me
You'd never leave me

Looking in the sky I could see your face
And I know right where I fit in
Take me, make me, you know that I'll always be in love
With you
Right til the end OOh

So tonight, I'm gonna find a way to make it without you
Tonight I'm gonna find a way to make it without you
I'm gonna hold on to the times that we had tonight
I'm gonna find a way to make it without you

Anybody could've told you right from the start
It's bout to fall apart
So rather than hold onto a broken dream
We'll just hold on to love

And I could find a way to make it
Don't hold on too tight
I'll make it without you tonight 

So tonight, I'm gonna find a way to make it without you
Tonight I'm gonna find a way to make it without you
I'm gonna hold onto the times we had tonight
I'm gonna find a way to make it without you
 

Kamis, 07 Juni 2012

HOPE

 
I started drinking my coffee, 
It was tasteless and bitter as always. 
I looked in the mirror, all I saw was an empty heart. 
I tried to smile but all I felt were tears. 
I tried laughing, but what I heard was hollow. 
I tried living, but all I felt was death. 
Then I came across your face and I felt alive for the first time. 
Everything I held inside suddenly melted and love was born.
I may have hurt you in unknown ways, but the way you laugh there's nothing hollow about it, the way you smile no one could ever know sadness, the way you live your life everyone would know to live like there's no tomorrow yet to love like there's a forever. 



Rabu, 06 Juni 2012

Safe And Sound



Fresh from performing at the 2012 Grammy Awards, Taylor Swift has released her new music video for her hit single 'Safe and Sound' the song will also features the Civil Wars will be on the soundtrack for the upcoming film 'Hunger Games'. Read on to watch the music video and I really love the lyric so much, the music video also so great and fantastic! I just love it all the way!!


I remember tears streaming down your face
When I said, I'll never let you go
When all those shadows almost killed your light
I remember you said, Don't leave me here alone
But all that's dead and gone and passed tonight

Just close your eyes
The sun is going down
You'll be alright
No one can hurt you now
Come morning light
You and I'll be safe and sound

Don't you dare look out your window darling
Everything's on fire
The war outside our door keeps raging on
Hold onto this lullaby
Even when the music's gone

Just close your eyes
The sun is going down
You'll be alright
No one can hurt you now
Come morning light
You and I'll be safe and sound

Just close your eyes
You'll be alright
Come morning light,
You and I'll be safe and sound...

Here is the music video:

Minggu, 03 Juni 2012

Welcome June



Banyak hal yang datang silih berganti di dalam setiap detik-detik jantungku yang berdetak penuh irama dalam menjalani indahnya hidup ini, tak satupun yang bisa ku lukiskan betapa baiknya TUHAN ku, saking baiknya itulah aku hanya bisa memanjatkan puji dan syukurku kepada-NYA.
Bukan soal betapa banyak berkat yang ku dapat dalam hidupku tapi juga betapa banyak persoalan yang melatihku untuk tetap kuat dan tegar dalam menapaki setiap langka kehidupan yang penuh sejuta misteri ini, setelah 2 minggu lamanya perjuangan berat yang ku alami dalam menempuh ujian akhir ini, ku hanya bisa berdiam diri dan mulutku terus memuji semua perbuatan ajaib-NYA.
Yah! memang kalau saja aku begini dan begitu pasti jadinya seperti gini pasti juga seperti begini, itulah penyesalah yang kadang muncul dalam setiap benak ku. tapi aku hanyalah makhluk lemah yang jauh dari semua kesempurnaan, makanya itu aku sangat bersyukur kepada TUHAN ku karena telah menuntun ku ke arah yang selalu baik.
Waktu yang kian silih berganti membawa ku menginjakan langkahku yang terkadang kurang pasti ini di bulan Juni, aku hanya punya satu harapa di bulan ini, semoga saja aku gak akan pernah berbuat hal yang konyol seperti yang dahulu kalah lagi, hal yang terkadang membuat ku menyesal dan terkadang selalu menggangu pikiran ku, mengacukan setiap hidupku, yah aku harus berbalik arah langkahku ke arah yang TUHAN kehendaki.
Ujian akhir yang berakhir sukes itu masih tersisa tanda tanya yang serius tapi aku hanya mau cuek saja menanggapinya, aku gak mau terlalu serius dalam menanggapi suatu masalah, bisa saja harapan baik ku yang terkadang sering mengecewakan dan bisa saja itu suatu hal yang ku yakini buruk dalam nilai-nilaiku malahan menjadi suatu kado, katakan saja kado karena itu pemberian yang membuatku merasa senang, aku mau bekerja lebih keras dan lebih giat lagi untuk hari-hari ke depan. oke aku menjanjikan hal yang serius kalau ini!
Hidup yang begitu tak mementu ini membuat aku semakin dewasa dalam berpikir, ada suatu kesalahan terbesar dalam hidupku ketika aku mulai salah dalam bertindak dan sangat gengsi untuk meminta maaf, tapi pada hari itu semuanya telah berubah. hanya sang fajar yang jadi saksi, I am kneeling and take a bow to swallow my pride and ask for an apologize. Thank GOD that I'm be taught that case!
I was born on this month and this is mine! finally I come back again on this month, Aku hanya mau berserah seluruh hidupku kepada SEORANG PRIBADI yang menciptakan ku dengan selaksa tujuan yang penuh harapan. <3