DEAR YOU!

I wish you knew
Every word I write
I write for you
And I think it’s useless
Because I’m just heartless
This feeling is empty in it’s whole
And this world has grown far too cold
I just desire your warmth
And the whisper of your voice
To replace all the white noise
That crashes in my head
Over and over
A station on repeat
But you can bring it calm
Let me hear your voice again
Give me a reason to feel whole
Let me hear your voice one more time
Just let me know I should be alive
If not for you
Then for who
Give me a reason to take these breaths
That are timid in my lungs
Like the love I have and hate
I want to love you completely
But I can’t free myself
I wish you could help
I know you could help
Make me better
Stay forever
In my heart
In my head
In the dreams that are birthed in the dark
Like the cars stuck in park
And they stay
Even when you’re away
And I wish you knew
How I want you to stay
I need you to be there
I need you to be able to sleep again
I need your completion
I desire your complications