Lonely Night

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Oh hey hello, it's me! Here in the last of October night. I just wanna share a story, a heart story.

Where were you when I wasn't really busy? When I spent all these fucking nights alone? Going through lonely roads, insomniac and missing you so much.

Now, you come and just begging me to stay? For what reason? Tell me why this for! Every time you say sorry, but hey! I'm sorry too, but sometimes your sorry just ain't good enough. Sorry doesn't solve any problem. You can't fix me, I'm not broken. I'm just trying to move on and moving forward.

You have never known how hard the times I have been through, when going to bed in the morning and waking up in the daylight and even afternoon. You didn't know it. I went to a coffee shop by myself, and they played our songs on repeated mode. It made me feel so blue, have you ever felt that way too? No! Of course no!

I have never known that I drifted this far, I almost didn't recognize when the hell was me. Trapped in the web of my own desire of you. When the night is longer than the day and I spent it alone and the vultures outside don't even care. The wind never speaks to me like it used to. I have chosen to go on my way, please don't stop me from going away, I have already jaded, like all the promises you have broken and it breaks my heart so much. Regardless to what you have done to me, I am here, standing on my own, singing the heartbreak anthem proudly, I gotta say thank you so much and more. You never realize that it has made me stronger than ever, even though I have traveled this way too far, it's impossible for me to go back . I have learned many lesson since you've been gone, I have fallen a thousand times and it taught me how to stand up strongly. We, you and I. Even when I see the moon in the skies for seven times anymore, I won't say a thing, I have tired telling our story for the sunset. Perhaps, I have seen the end as it begins, and everything seems so crystal clear, we can't be united together. No more sorry, don't say it over and over again, I'm sick of hearing it. Just go and get out of my face! I just want to be alone, all alone in love, with the love you have left. I will keep tight, like when I head to bed and hug my pillow so tightly. Good night!