A letter to myself

You are on the verge of something.
You know what you have to do but for some reason your resist.
You hold on to false notions of what “letting go” actually means.
You will not let go until someone falsifies your fears.
You can’t wait for that. Let go now, baby.
You think to let go means losing any and all connection to this realm, to this reality.
You think you will no longer be able to function and...
You will inevitably end up broke, homeless, and alone.
It won’t be like that.
Once you release all that is not real, you will finally be real.
You will be alive, awake.
Returning to that consciousness will only enrich your life.
Let go, let go, let go!!!