Falling Apart

"In the recent past"
I really don't know from where should I start this story,
I feel so blank these days and I just can't figure everything out, alright it's the reality of my life!
Everything is so gloomy and I feel like the rain of trials seem never stop in my life!
In the night i feel so lonely and the days are so flat and  bland.
Most of all I am so afraid of my study, I think I didn't really focus on it yet and I am so regret. oh please!

"No one can help"
I feel like stupid person in this whole world, I have many friends but no one of them can really solve my problem, the ones who loves me keeps supporting me whatever it would be and the haters keeps judging me as the want but it's absofuckinglutely okay!!
they just mess everything up and throw me in dangerous situation, I really need to stay away from hypocrite people

"Tired of this shit curcumstance"
I feel really bored to always be together with the people how has two faces and personality, in front of me they talk so nice as sugar but in the other side they try to bring me down.
I'm so sick and tired of this shit circumstance!!!
Can somebody take me out of here ASAP?!!

 "I don't need you!"
I really don't need the type of people like that, you guys just get outta here, go to hell! fuck you!
I've promised won't  let you steal my parade!
If you dare enough to do it, you'll be sorry in the end! I do swear!! 

 "I was wrong"
I admit I did mistakes every time but please it's my life!! I need no body to judge me!
If I did it I will learn to be a good one from it too so JUST SHUT THE FUCK UP!!!

"YOU ARE NOTHING"
Just because you are good enough for me doesn't mean that you can do everything you want to me! hell you WHO THE FUCK ARE YOU?!!
I am not a good counter of the type personality!
If you are good to me for sure I'll show you how good I am too not because of your help but this is supposed to be like that!! 

"FALLING APART"
 It's all gone! UNTRUSTWORTHY and THANK YOU for showing me the truth.
You run and tell your friends that you leaving me? but it's alright!
You wait for couple of month and you will see, YOU'LL NEVER FIND NOBODY BETTER THAN ME!!!!